THE NEW WORLD IS HERE

 

THE NEW WORLD IS HERE

Well, here we are !!!!!!!! And isn’t this FUN !!! Yes, this is the very BEST !!!!! I’m listening to Johnny Mathis on YouTube & allowing every memory to surface in my consciousness.

How SUBLIME !!!!!!!!!

I AM remembering David Steven Walker, who moved to San Francisco with Johnny Tidwell following college. He returned to Mississippi years later without Johnny, but with AIDS. He moved back in with his mother, Bonnie Walker, unrecognizable, old, diseased, dying. He didn’t want anyone to see him the way he was in the end. So I didn’t even get to tell him good-bye.

I AM also remembering my childhood & the abusiveness of sexual battering, of being shamed about being naturally, about the guilt that was thrust upon me & about being sexually backwards for many, many, many years. Needlessly & for far too long, I was never open to deeply, truly & without inhibition 

ENJOYING SEX & MY OWN WONDERFUL SEXUALITY !!!!!!!!

Our bodies are not to be hidden, denied and held back, but revered, treasured, cherished & thoroughly ENJOYED !!!!!!!! Our bodies & all their functions are DIVINE, GLORIOUS, WONDERFUL. MADE IN THE IMAGE OF GOD !!!!!!!!! How can that ever possibly be wrong? Sex isn’t something to be ashamed of or guilty about; SEX IS DIVINE, MAJESTIC, BEAUTIFUL, PERFECT & VERY, VERY PURE !!!!!!!!

Rather than regretting the wasted years, I much prefer to ENJOY MY NOW MOMENTS EACH & EVERY DAY !!!!!!!! I may not get those years back, but I CAN LIVE NOW !!! AND I CAN MAKE THE NOW AS PLEASURABLE, DELIGHTFUL & ENJOYABLE AS POSSIBLE, TO THE MAX !!

I JOYOUSLY INVITE ALL OF YOU WHO READ THIS TO DO THE SAME, TO MAKE EACH DAY THE MOST ENJOYABLE, MOST DELIGHTFUL, MOST PLEASURABLE DAY POSSIBLE TO THE MAX !!!!

LOVE IS THE DOOR, THE OPEN DOOR

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LOVE, LOVE, LOVE,

LET’S TALK ABOUT LOVE

 

BEGINNING WITH SELF-LOVE

LET’S TALK ABOUT LOVE.

 

LOVE BEYOND LIMITS.

 

LOVE UNCONDITIONAL.

 

DIVINE LOVE.

 
LOVE FOR THE DIVINE BEING YOU TRULY ARE, FOR YOUR SPIRIT, FOR YOUR FIRE, FOR YOUR PASSION, FOR YOUR PLEASURE, FOR YOUR WORTH WHICH IS FAR BEYOND GOLD, YOU ARE WORTH EVERYTHING, YOU ARE EVERYTHING TO ME, EVERYTHING!!!!!!!! 

YOU ARE ME

 

HOW WELL DO I LOVE YOU? IS LOVE BOUNDLESS, LIMITLESS, UNCONDITIONAL, AND WHOLEHEARTED, WITH MY WHOLE HEART?  OTHERWISE, IT ISN’T ENOUGH. BUT UNCONDITIONAL AND LIMITLESS IS MORE THAN ENOUGH BECAUSE I AM MORE THAN ENOUGH.

I AM YOUR EVERYTHING.

 HAVE I TRULY DISCARDED EVERYTHING THAT IS OBSOLETE. ALL ABUSE, VERBAL, EMOTIONAL, AND PHYSICAL, AS WELL AS DRUG ABUSE, VIOLENCE, ANGER, ABSENCE, IGNORING ME, NOT SEEING ME, BEING UNAWARE OF ME, OR YELLING, YELLING NONSENSE, YELLING OBSCENITIES. HAVE I LEFT ANYTHING OUT? LET’S COVER EVERYTHING I’VE LEFT OUT. I FEEL SOMEWHAT WORN DOWN. MAYBE I DIDN’T THINK OF EVERYTHING. 

HAVE I COVERED EVERYTHING?

 

HOW DO I LOVE MYSELF? REALLY! LOVING MYSELF IS THE MOST IMPORTANT LOVE OF ALL. THE MOST IMPORTANT LOVE

 

 BECAUSEWITHOUT ME, EVERYTHING CEASES

 

 SOMETIMES WE BECOME PROGRESSIVELY INVOLVED SO MUCH WITH OUR CHILDREN AND OUR GRANDCHILDREN THAT WE HAVE TO CONSCIOUSLY REMEMBER OURSELVES. THIS CAN BE WORSE THAN PUTTING A MAN FIRST! 

 

 SO WHO COMES FIRST?

 

INTERESTING YOU SHOULD ASK.

THERE ARE MANY TAKES ON THIS.

AND I AM THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN POSSIBLY ANSWER.

ONE WAY OF SEEING IT IS,

TAKING THE BEST CARE OF ME NOT ONLY ASSURES MY SURVIVAL,

IT GUARANTEES MY LIFE.

I MUST DO WHATEVER IS TRULY BEST FOR ME

ANOTHER WAY OF SEEING IT IS THAT I AM DEFINITELY PART AND PARCEL OF A LARGE, EVER-EXPANDING FAMILY. AND I CANNOT ACTUALLY IMAGINE NOT TAKING CARE OF MY FAMILY. THIS IS WHO I AM. TAKING CARE OF THIS FAMILY IS WHO I AM. THIS DOES NOT NECESSARILY INCLUDE SACRIFICE. I’M TALKING ABOUT ENERGY-WISE. CARING FOR THEIR WELL-BEING, THEIR HEALTH, AND THEIR PROSPERITY. 

ADD TO THIS THAT EVERYONE WHO APPEARS OUTWARDLY IS ONLY MIRRORING WHAT I EXPECT FOR MYSELF.

THEREFORE I AM GRATEFUL FOR EVERY INDICATOR OF

MY OWN THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS.

FOR MY OWN THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS

CREATE/MANIFEST/PRODUCE MY FUTURE! 

AND MY NOW!!!!!!

PLEASE REALIZE THAT THIS IS JUST FOR ME. I AM PROCESSING MY OWN “STUFF”. IF IT HELPS YOU, SO BE IT. IF IT DOESN’T HELP, DISCARD IT. BUT PLEASE HONOR IT!

IN FACT, I INSIST THAT YOU HONOR IT AND ME. WHILE I AM VERY, VERY LOVING AND VERY, VERY AGREEABLE, THERE DOES COME A POINT WHERE THE SETTING OF BOUNDARIES IS NECESSARY.

OH, I’M NOT ANGRY. IT JUST PISSES ME OFF THAT YOU MISTAKE MY NICENESS AND MY AGREEABLENESS FOR WEAKNESS, EXCUSE ME, FOR ABSOLUTE AND TOTAL STUPIDITY.

THAT PRETTY MUCH SAYS IT ALL!

AND YOU, MY FRIEND, HAVE OVERSTEPPED YOUR BOUNDS, TREMENDOUSLY. 

FOR THE LAST TIME.

ONCE AND FOR ALL TIME

THROUGH ALL GENERATIONS OF TIME

THROUGHOUT ALL ETERNITY

SO MOTE IT BE

SO MOTE IT BE

SO MOTE IT BE

“The prophet who said, ‘He will be kept in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on God,’ was not a mere intellectual believer in authoritative theology. This truth-knowing human had discovered God; he was not merely talking about God.”

Jesus, (1731.4) 155:6.6

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A Mother Here

"In Her Image" - Jennifer Smith. Third Place. This work is mixed media (oil and floral decoupage) on canvas paper. The impulse behind the work came from my desire to create an image of the Prime Female as a being representative of the human race as a whole. I would love all women who view this image to feel as though they are made perfectly; in image of a Heavenly Mother who embraces and embodies all possibilities of skin/eye/hair color facial features etc.

Mother Goose

How deeply I love you, my Mother!!!

How I wish you had loved me.

You couldn’t.

You couldn’t do it!!!

You were just a shell,

A shell left over from rape,

From an unwanted pregnancy,

A baby boy you never saw, never held, never wanted.

I’m told you were abused as well.

By your father.

That is impossible for me to imagine.

It must have been someone else.

Who hurt you?

Who formed the monster you became with me?

How do you possibly justify what you did to me?

By telling the world I was “crazy”

So no one would listen if I told.

I never told.

What would be the point?

You took away or killed everything I ever loved.

You definitely tried.

You wanted me to see you

as having total power over me.

You wanted me to believe that you were

too powerful to ever be questioned.

What I know I KNOW is

You were never powerful at all,

 You were pitiful.

With all your manipulations.

All your attempts to control.

All your lies.

You are a liar!!!

Just a liar.

Your teeth caved in.

Eaten away, turned upon themselves.

Dead, dead, dead like you!!!

I wish this had a pretty ending.

But…it is what it is.

There are times when we have to be

thankful for what is!!!

I AM grateful for the way things really were!!!

You made me stronger than

I ever could have possibly imagined!!!

Without intending to do it,

You made me exactly what I AM TODAY!!!

STRONG, HEALTHY, INVINCIBLE,

UNBREAKABLE, UNDISPUTED, INDISPUTABLE,

IMMACULATE, WEATHER-PROOF.

I AM SOMEONE WHO CANNOT

POSSIBLY BE BEATEN!!!

I AM UNBEATABLE!!!

UNBEATABLE!!!

UNBEATABLE!!!

UN BEATEN!!!

UN BEATEN!!!

UN BEATEN!!!

I AM ALIVE!!!

I AM ALIVE!!!

I AM ALIVE!!!

I REMAIN ALIVE FOREVER!!!

Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you,

thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you!!!

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From Chronic Celibacy to Perfect Sexual Ecstasy in 60 Seconds or Less

This is a re-post from last October, unchanged except for grammar and spelling. Not having posted for a very long time and considering the current issues in my own life, revisiting this post seems most appropriate now. Irregardless of who we are, whatever our “past”, there is a perfect match/mate for each of us; being with him or her requires unwavering courage and perhaps letting go of what no longer fits or serves us! Thanks again, Mary, for being a shining light in my life, for supporting me in my own conscious growth, and for embracing

JOY WITH PASSION!

Because you loved yourself, you are truly loved!

This post is respectfully dedicated to Mary Daniels.  Wherever you are, Mary, my sincerest gratitude for showing those of us blessed to know you, the way!

I met Mary in Scottsdale AZ in 1993.  She was the only non-Mormon in our Reiki training group of 20, more or less; a fewsome were in and out, although we were mostly stable.  Mary was in her early 60’s and had been married to her husband, Steve, for some 40 years, he an architect and she a gifted, talented interior designer/decorator.  Their shared business was lucrative, very profitable.  They had three grown daughters.  Steve spent most of his time playing with several electric trains for which he had built an elaborate playground in their triple garage, which left their vehicles on the street.  Good thing it doesn’t rain much in Scottsdale.

Beautiful and shapely, Mary missed the delightful sexual expression she craved again now that she and her husband had the house to themselves after years of raising children.  She booked a two-week tantra workshop, a surprise for her husband’s birthday. I recall her excitement vividly.  Steve told her she was crazy. They didn’t need that at their age, it wasn’t appropriate.  He wasn’t going.  I also recall her bewildered tears; the woman cried an Amazon.

God bless her!  After failing to get a refund for the money she had already paid, Mary chose to go to the workshop alone, without her husband.  I watched while she packed.  There was no trace of a smile.  Her face was etched with grim determination to enjoy her body, her life, and her sexuality, to experience being fully alive every possible moment.

Though I thought of her often, I didn’t hear from Mary during the two-week workshop.  When she returned home, as I stepped through her front door, her radiance was incredible, palpable.  She was glowing, happy, filled with fiery joy.  God had provided her a partner some 25 years younger than she.  The workshop had required that they live naked for the full two weeks.  They had worked outdoors together, building a shelter to share and exploring each other’s bodies.  He asked her to join him in Canada, to live with him for as long as possible.

My Mormon brain flip-flopped.  Mary and Steve met with their daughters, who concluded that their mother was surely experiencing a severe mental episode that required treatment. Mary stood her ground.  She also signed over all finances and property accumulated during their 40-year marriage, if it can rightly be called a marriage, to Steve and their daughters, keeping none of it for herself.  After saying a few good-byes, she promptly flew to Canada to her new life, free to enjoy her body, her sexuality, and the restoration of her Self, to enjoy being with the man who actually wanted and truly enjoyed her.

I never heard from Mary again.  I’ve often thought of her, with profound gratitude to her for being a way shower.  She was, and hopefully still is, a very powerful woman.

In the wake of some recent experiences of my own, this is up in my face again! Okay! Let’s do it! No flinching this time! I’m ready!

Love requires us to put our priorities in order and to make choices that embrace the life we truly desire.  Love may also require that we allow no one and nothing to keep us from being with our beloved, the one who loves us, not our money, nor our education, nor our social standing, but who we are inside once we are stripped bare naked to stand in our true power in the light.

Love the person you truly are!  God bless!  Until next post, Namaste!

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Happiness & Quiet Enjoyment

Two days ago I learned that, due to budget cuts, mental patients throughout the state of North Carolina are now being released from hospitals although no place(s) have been prepared for them to go.

Busy as usual, at first this did not receive much of my attention. However, it quickly became apparent that some work to “heal” this situation would be required of me.

That same night, during a Bible study for women and children, one woman announced quite loudly that she had been without her medications for ten days now. As if on cue, a second woman began to goad the first, who rapidly grew angrier, spoke increasingly more loudly, then began throwing things, cursing, and threatening the second as well as several other women in the room with death and an ass-whooping, including the teachers. The escalation was very rapid. The women in attendance did not immediately respond appropriately. Then came the burst of feverish activity.

Amid 911 calls, prayers for help, peace, and calm, and a bit of Reiki (It never hurts!), an unexpected situation that might have been disastrous was effectively defused.

That night, I didn’t sleep as soundly as I normally do. My peaceful feathers felt the teensiest bit ruffled.

So…the next morning, I sought out one of my favorite peaceful places for the customary daily hour-long devotional. Watching the glorious sunrise, the gold, pink, mauve, and purple hues briefly blessed my vision and the incredible blue of sky, as gratitude poured from me to the powers that be. Every sunrise, unique in all creation, is perfect.

A sound to my right caused me to look at immediate surroundings. A man approached, shuffling rapidly toward me. The thought that came was, “He’s going to ask me for a cigarette.” Not the least unusual. Sorry, fella, I can’t help with that.

As he neared, the scruffy hair and beard became evident. He hadn’t washed. The man shoved his front against me. I could smell every hair! Before I could ask what he wanted, he began yelling. “You have to get right with God! You’re a backslider!”

“Sir, I believe I’m okay with God.”

“You have blue eyes! You’re a German!”

“God bless you!”

He began shuffling away, throwing curses and accusations of backsliding as he went.

Grabbing my things, I walked into a McDonald’s a short distance away. Choosing the most remote table, I grabbed a biscuit, definitely not my usual breakfast fare, and spread out my notebook, pens, and morning reading. Settling down, very glad to be alone and focused again, I noted the sound of an electric shopping cart.

“There you are! I found you!” He drove the cart almost up to the table where I sat.

“How can I help you, sir?”

“You f****n Nazi war criminal! I know who you are! The d**n German prisoners stayed here after the war, didn’t have the money to go home. They bred up here in the mountains. That’s who you are!”

Without a word, speechless, in fact, I slowly rose and walked to the front counter. The store manager was there. Thankfully, he was a large, very fit man.

The other man, God bless him, quickly walked up behind me. “You’re a snitch! You’re up here snitching on me, ain’t cha!”

Using my quietest voice, locking eyes with the man, I say, “I won’t listen to anymore of this.”

Security arrived. The man screamed repeatedly, “I’m a cop and she’s my snitch!”

Determined, I went back to my table, finished breakfast, organized my work of the day. Walking quietly for almost an hour, then sitting to contemplate, I really, honestly considered changing my original plan and doing something else for the day.

As I sat, though, it became obvious that the day was still mine and I was free to choose whatever I desired. I did a Reiki treatment for safety and proceeded to my peaceful place.

No matter what time of day or how hot the weather, this place always, always has a cool breeze and total shade. It’s lovely. Yesterday, as I entered the gate, a large black king snake, the yellow-bellied kind, greeted me. King snakes keep their territories free of toxic/poisonous snakes and other pests/vermin. He lay there, gazing up at me as if to say, “This is a safe, clean area for every being here. Enjoy it in peace and love.”

So I did. Stretching out on a wooden bench, I wrote, read, munched grapes & cheese, and finally slept. It was glorious, and profoundly peaceful.

I haven’t blogged in ages. It’s time.

I’m asking, please, everyone who will, please do a bit of remote work for those who are misplaced, homeless, without meds, hungry, confused, etc., etc., etc. Please work to smooth their way, provide what is needed, and bless them with what is truly best for them. 

There are some who seek to rob us/you/me of our rights.  Under the guise of asserting their own rights, they intend and seek to strip us of ours.

As is true of beauty, race, ethnicity, culture, and social status, are often in the eye of the beholder. Some humans have laid claim to truly impaired perceptual abilities.

Reiki is one of the greatest gifts in my entire existence. I cannot overstate this. It is my truth. One of the outgrowths of my journey with Reiki is that I truly, genuinely desire that everyone does have what is best for her/him at every level, on every step of their own personal path.

If you have time or inclination, ask yourself the following questions:

Four Questions for Growth

1. What is the most magnificent gift I can give to life in the next three years?

2. How can I become optimally more powerful in a way that’s safe and wise?

3. How can I nurture my relationships so that they thrive even as my life continues changing?

4. What can I do that guarantees me all the love I desire/need?

Healing the Earth, one treatment at a time.
Raising awareness of autism, violence against women & children, and homelessness.
Until next post, Namaste!

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