THE NEW WORLD IS HERE

 

THE NEW WORLD IS HERE

Well, here we are !!!!!!!! And isn’t this FUN !!! Yes, this is the very BEST !!!!! I’m listening to Johnny Mathis on YouTube & allowing every memory to surface in my consciousness.

How SUBLIME !!!!!!!!!

I AM remembering David Steven Walker, who moved to San Francisco with Johnny Tidwell following college. He returned to Mississippi years later without Johnny, but with AIDS. He moved back in with his mother, Bonnie Walker, unrecognizable, old, diseased, dying. He didn’t want anyone to see him the way he was in the end. So I didn’t even get to tell him good-bye.

I AM also remembering my childhood & the abusiveness of sexual battering, of being shamed about being naturally, about the guilt that was thrust upon me & about being sexually backwards for many, many, many years. Needlessly & for far too long, I was never open to deeply, truly & without inhibition 

ENJOYING SEX & MY OWN WONDERFUL SEXUALITY !!!!!!!!

Our bodies are not to be hidden, denied and held back, but revered, treasured, cherished & thoroughly ENJOYED !!!!!!!! Our bodies & all their functions are DIVINE, GLORIOUS, WONDERFUL. MADE IN THE IMAGE OF GOD !!!!!!!!! How can that ever possibly be wrong? Sex isn’t something to be ashamed of or guilty about; SEX IS DIVINE, MAJESTIC, BEAUTIFUL, PERFECT & VERY, VERY PURE !!!!!!!!

Rather than regretting the wasted years, I much prefer to ENJOY MY NOW MOMENTS EACH & EVERY DAY !!!!!!!! I may not get those years back, but I CAN LIVE NOW !!! AND I CAN MAKE THE NOW AS PLEASURABLE, DELIGHTFUL & ENJOYABLE AS POSSIBLE, TO THE MAX !!

I JOYOUSLY INVITE ALL OF YOU WHO READ THIS TO DO THE SAME, TO MAKE EACH DAY THE MOST ENJOYABLE, MOST DELIGHTFUL, MOST PLEASURABLE DAY POSSIBLE TO THE MAX !!!!

LOVE IS THE DOOR, THE OPEN DOOR

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LOVE, LOVE, LOVE,

LET’S TALK ABOUT LOVE

 

BEGINNING WITH SELF-LOVE

LET’S TALK ABOUT LOVE.

 

LOVE BEYOND LIMITS.

 

LOVE UNCONDITIONAL.

 

DIVINE LOVE.

 
LOVE FOR THE DIVINE BEING YOU TRULY ARE, FOR YOUR SPIRIT, FOR YOUR FIRE, FOR YOUR PASSION, FOR YOUR PLEASURE, FOR YOUR WORTH WHICH IS FAR BEYOND GOLD, YOU ARE WORTH EVERYTHING, YOU ARE EVERYTHING TO ME, EVERYTHING!!!!!!!! 

YOU ARE ME

 

HOW WELL DO I LOVE YOU? IS LOVE BOUNDLESS, LIMITLESS, UNCONDITIONAL, AND WHOLEHEARTED, WITH MY WHOLE HEART?  OTHERWISE, IT ISN’T ENOUGH. BUT UNCONDITIONAL AND LIMITLESS IS MORE THAN ENOUGH BECAUSE I AM MORE THAN ENOUGH.

I AM YOUR EVERYTHING.

 HAVE I TRULY DISCARDED EVERYTHING THAT IS OBSOLETE. ALL ABUSE, VERBAL, EMOTIONAL, AND PHYSICAL, AS WELL AS DRUG ABUSE, VIOLENCE, ANGER, ABSENCE, IGNORING ME, NOT SEEING ME, BEING UNAWARE OF ME, OR YELLING, YELLING NONSENSE, YELLING OBSCENITIES. HAVE I LEFT ANYTHING OUT? LET’S COVER EVERYTHING I’VE LEFT OUT. I FEEL SOMEWHAT WORN DOWN. MAYBE I DIDN’T THINK OF EVERYTHING. 

HAVE I COVERED EVERYTHING?

 

HOW DO I LOVE MYSELF? REALLY! LOVING MYSELF IS THE MOST IMPORTANT LOVE OF ALL. THE MOST IMPORTANT LOVE

 

 BECAUSEWITHOUT ME, EVERYTHING CEASES

 

 SOMETIMES WE BECOME PROGRESSIVELY INVOLVED SO MUCH WITH OUR CHILDREN AND OUR GRANDCHILDREN THAT WE HAVE TO CONSCIOUSLY REMEMBER OURSELVES. THIS CAN BE WORSE THAN PUTTING A MAN FIRST! 

 

 SO WHO COMES FIRST?

 

INTERESTING YOU SHOULD ASK.

THERE ARE MANY TAKES ON THIS.

AND I AM THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN POSSIBLY ANSWER.

ONE WAY OF SEEING IT IS,

TAKING THE BEST CARE OF ME NOT ONLY ASSURES MY SURVIVAL,

IT GUARANTEES MY LIFE.

I MUST DO WHATEVER IS TRULY BEST FOR ME

ANOTHER WAY OF SEEING IT IS THAT I AM DEFINITELY PART AND PARCEL OF A LARGE, EVER-EXPANDING FAMILY. AND I CANNOT ACTUALLY IMAGINE NOT TAKING CARE OF MY FAMILY. THIS IS WHO I AM. TAKING CARE OF THIS FAMILY IS WHO I AM. THIS DOES NOT NECESSARILY INCLUDE SACRIFICE. I’M TALKING ABOUT ENERGY-WISE. CARING FOR THEIR WELL-BEING, THEIR HEALTH, AND THEIR PROSPERITY. 

ADD TO THIS THAT EVERYONE WHO APPEARS OUTWARDLY IS ONLY MIRRORING WHAT I EXPECT FOR MYSELF.

THEREFORE I AM GRATEFUL FOR EVERY INDICATOR OF

MY OWN THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS.

FOR MY OWN THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS

CREATE/MANIFEST/PRODUCE MY FUTURE! 

AND MY NOW!!!!!!

PLEASE REALIZE THAT THIS IS JUST FOR ME. I AM PROCESSING MY OWN “STUFF”. IF IT HELPS YOU, SO BE IT. IF IT DOESN’T HELP, DISCARD IT. BUT PLEASE HONOR IT!

IN FACT, I INSIST THAT YOU HONOR IT AND ME. WHILE I AM VERY, VERY LOVING AND VERY, VERY AGREEABLE, THERE DOES COME A POINT WHERE THE SETTING OF BOUNDARIES IS NECESSARY.

OH, I’M NOT ANGRY. IT JUST PISSES ME OFF THAT YOU MISTAKE MY NICENESS AND MY AGREEABLENESS FOR WEAKNESS, EXCUSE ME, FOR ABSOLUTE AND TOTAL STUPIDITY.

THAT PRETTY MUCH SAYS IT ALL!

AND YOU, MY FRIEND, HAVE OVERSTEPPED YOUR BOUNDS, TREMENDOUSLY. 

FOR THE LAST TIME.

ONCE AND FOR ALL TIME

THROUGH ALL GENERATIONS OF TIME

THROUGHOUT ALL ETERNITY

SO MOTE IT BE

SO MOTE IT BE

SO MOTE IT BE

“The prophet who said, ‘He will be kept in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on God,’ was not a mere intellectual believer in authoritative theology. This truth-knowing human had discovered God; he was not merely talking about God.”

Jesus, (1731.4) 155:6.6

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A Mother Here

"In Her Image" - Jennifer Smith. Third Place. This work is mixed media (oil and floral decoupage) on canvas paper. The impulse behind the work came from my desire to create an image of the Prime Female as a being representative of the human race as a whole. I would love all women who view this image to feel as though they are made perfectly; in image of a Heavenly Mother who embraces and embodies all possibilities of skin/eye/hair color facial features etc.

Mother Goose

How deeply I love you, my Mother!!!

How I wish you had loved me.

You couldn’t.

You couldn’t do it!!!

You were just a shell,

A shell left over from rape,

From an unwanted pregnancy,

A baby boy you never saw, never held, never wanted.

I’m told you were abused as well.

By your father.

That is impossible for me to imagine.

It must have been someone else.

Who hurt you?

Who formed the monster you became with me?

How do you possibly justify what you did to me?

By telling the world I was “crazy”

So no one would listen if I told.

I never told.

What would be the point?

You took away or killed everything I ever loved.

You definitely tried.

You wanted me to see you

as having total power over me.

You wanted me to believe that you were

too powerful to ever be questioned.

What I know I KNOW is

You were never powerful at all,

 You were pitiful.

With all your manipulations.

All your attempts to control.

All your lies.

You are a liar!!!

Just a liar.

Your teeth caved in.

Eaten away, turned upon themselves.

Dead, dead, dead like you!!!

I wish this had a pretty ending.

But…it is what it is.

There are times when we have to be

thankful for what is!!!

I AM grateful for the way things really were!!!

You made me stronger than

I ever could have possibly imagined!!!

Without intending to do it,

You made me exactly what I AM TODAY!!!

STRONG, HEALTHY, INVINCIBLE,

UNBREAKABLE, UNDISPUTED, INDISPUTABLE,

IMMACULATE, WEATHER-PROOF.

I AM SOMEONE WHO CANNOT

POSSIBLY BE BEATEN!!!

I AM UNBEATABLE!!!

UNBEATABLE!!!

UNBEATABLE!!!

UN BEATEN!!!

UN BEATEN!!!

UN BEATEN!!!

I AM ALIVE!!!

I AM ALIVE!!!

I AM ALIVE!!!

I REMAIN ALIVE FOREVER!!!

Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you,

thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you!!!

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The Gift of Reiki

Big Sur CA

This must be Heaven!

Applied knowledge, applying the principles, sharing and teaching what we have learned, settling in, and being comfortable in our own skins are all included in the experience of Reiki.

During and following attunement, there is such an onrush of new and recalled info coming in that we can be hard pressed to do anything except receive.  Later, as we begin to actively give, it often behooves us to take several looks at what and whom surrounds us.  We attract precisely those experiences, individuals, and items that work us through our own issues.

Some of you are thinking, “But I don’t have any issues.”  If you are living in nirvana with never so much as a bobble, perhaps this is true.  But if you still inhabit the physical plane and you ever experience even the slightest ripple, here’s a news flash for you:  Our primary work is always on ourselves.

The woman who attuned me to Reiki taught that when we attain wellness, we discover that our focus is no longer on the sick and afflicted.  We work on the sick only when we have something within us that requires healing.

In the same vein, perhaps we teach only when we have something to learn.  Those who teach learn more than their students.  Through the years, I’ve considered this frequently.

Why Reiki?  What are the limitations of Reiki and consciousness?  Are there any limits outside our own egos?

Reiki changes consciousness.

Reiki perfects consciousness.

Reiki attuned me to the incredible richness of breath, the flow of life-giving molecules, the sensual impact of flowers and sky, the kiss of wind, the beauty of water on skin, the nourishment of sunlight.

Reiki imparts the fullness of the joy of living.  With Reiki comes the awareness that I AM truly okay.  There is no requirement to earn the right to enjoy my life or the right to be here.  It is perfect to be who and what I AM without apology or reservation.

I have become my inner child.  I breathe as a child, I see as a child, live as a child, think as a child, speak as a child, and relate as a child.  My best friends are children.

Reiki has also made me aware of the perfection of others.  Anyone can find fault.  Are we not taught to do so?  Finding perfection is an ability worth cultivating.  Following a lifetime of brainwashing, it requires a bit of practice.

For me, these are the best, finest gifts of Reiki.  Not acclaim, not accolades, not even acknowledgement.  Nor fame, financial gain, publicity and money.

Reiki has made me aware of my own humanity.  Reiki has taught me that humility and humiliation are not the same thing.  Reiki has made me functional.

Each one who embraces Reiki has a unique experience that is perfect for his own growth.  Just as infants do not all walk or talk at the same age, we each experience Reiki at our own pace and capacity.  Reiki meets us where we are and takes us farther than we have ever imagined, in the ways that are perfect for us.

Until next post, namaste!

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Putting Out the Trash

Good morning!  It’s been a while since there’s been a new post here.  New day, new month, so much going on, blogging took a very brief back seat.  We’re back!  Is almost everyone in clearing mode right now?  We have been, meaning myself and my loved ones.  No uncomfortable cleaning/clearing this time, just deep, long awaited, joyous release of emotions, things, and thoughts that no longer fit.

There was minor retrying-on of a few items.  If they do still fit, why get rid of them?  But for the most part, everyone is on track and blissfully moving forward in our truly enjoyable present, without all the old encumbrances.  FREEDOM!

One of my daughters has a mandate in her own family, home, and life:  Donate, give or otherwise remove everything not currently in use.  Obviously this does not include financial records or holiday decorations, but everything else is fair game!  I’ve accused her of being fanatical about this.  She swears it keeps the energy of her life moving, flowing, and bringing in wondrous new stuff that’s way better than all the old put together.  And she hasn’t even studied feng shui!

Many folks cling to things, ideas, and habits out of fear.  Merely considering letting go of some parts of our lives can be scary, although they long ago became useless, even unhealthy.  If you’ve ever watched a show about hoarding, you already know this. Useless clutter interferes with functionality as well as beauty and peacefulness, as well as providing a haven for dirt and filth. Hoarding is undeniably unhealthy.

But what about just hanging onto such things as food choices that don’t keep us healthy, choosing criticism rather than bestowing a compliment, or continuing to smoke because, “I’m not ready to give it up!  I really enjoy smoking.”

Recently I read a remark that, compared to the Gulf oil spill, “My smoking doesn’t seem so bad!”  That floored me to utter silence. The person making that remark is an intelligent, lovely person who has stubbornly clung to her tobacco habit even though it has cost her clients, friends, and loved ones.  The habit was more important to her than anyone else’s comfort, and people left her life.  I was one of them.

She introduced me to other smokers, perhaps with the intent that I would “get used to it”.  I didn’t.  What happened in my life, in response to constant reminders that, “I have a right to light!” was that I assumed a silent stand that I have a right to breathe clean air, to fill my lungs with oxygen, and to enjoy the smells of my home and my surroundings!

Looking back, I have much to thank this woman for!  I did learn to quietly, firmly stand up for what is right for me, and to let go of behaviors, people, relationships, and things that do not belong in my harmonious, peaceful life.  She literally forced me into it, and I’m eternally grateful!

A couple of times, I wondered if she ever missed my presence in her life.  I doubt that she ever did.  In fact, I’m certain that she still prefers her cigarettes and other habits to the friendship of anyone who cannot hang with consumption of her second-hand and third-hand smoke.

The bottom line is, everyone gets to make their own choices here! Short of your doing something glaringly illegal, and often not even then, no one comes into your life and rips away the things you cling to.  Many of us fear the discomfort of change.  Those with actual addictions fear the physical pain and agony of withdrawing from what they are choosing to hang onto.

We who do periodic cleaning/clearing of ourselves, bodies, homes, and personal spaces, come to enjoy even the symptoms of clearing because these symptoms herald the freedom and clarity that follow!

My personal journey with Reiki has been one of pursuing functionality and seeking health.  I’ve learned to be comfortable with everyone’s choices, including my own when it becomes necessary to let go of all that hurts me.  Yes, at times this includes leaving behind people that I genuinely love.  The love never departs.  Fortunately, I love myself enough to set and honor the boundaries that make my own life enjoyable.

To me, this is what Reiki is all about.  As we live day-to-day according to The Reiki Principles, it becomes first nature to KNOW OUR SELVES, and to joyously live accordingly!  The Reiki Precepts teach us how to live; they are guidelines for living the best life.  When we have mastered that, there is time enough to treat others, to be politically active, and to seek whatever else we desire.

Here is a loose translation of The Reiki Precepts into the English language:

Just for today I will give thanks for my many blessings.
Just for today I will not worry.
Just for today I will not anger.
Just for today I will do my work honestly.
Just for today I will love and respect every living thing.

May we all be blessed with the most abundant life ever!  Until next post, Namaste!

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