Well, here we are !!!!!!!! And isn’t this FUN !!! Yes, this is the very BEST !!!!! I’m listening to Johnny Mathis on YouTube & allowing every memory to surface in my consciousness.

How SUBLIME !!!!!!!!!

I AM remembering David Steven Walker, who moved to San Francisco with Johnny Tidwell following college. He returned to Mississippi years later without Johnny, but with AIDS. He moved back in with his mother, Bonnie Walker, unrecognizable, old, diseased, dying. He didn’t want anyone to see him the way he was in the end. So I didn’t even get to tell him good-bye.

I AM also remembering my childhood & the abusiveness of sexual battering, of being shamed about being naturally, about the guilt that was thrust upon me & about being sexually backwards for many, many, many years. Needlessly & for far too long, I was never open to deeply, truly & without inhibition 


Our bodies are not to be hidden, denied and held back, but revered, treasured, cherished & thoroughly ENJOYED !!!!!!!! Our bodies & all their functions are DIVINE, GLORIOUS, WONDERFUL. MADE IN THE IMAGE OF GOD !!!!!!!!! How can that ever possibly be wrong? Sex isn’t something to be ashamed of or guilty about; SEX IS DIVINE, MAJESTIC, BEAUTIFUL, PERFECT & VERY, VERY PURE !!!!!!!!

Rather than regretting the wasted years, I much prefer to ENJOY MY NOW MOMENTS EACH & EVERY DAY !!!!!!!! I may not get those years back, but I CAN LIVE NOW !!! AND I CAN MAKE THE NOW AS PLEASURABLE, DELIGHTFUL & ENJOYABLE AS POSSIBLE, TO THE MAX !!



A Mother Here

"In Her Image" - Jennifer Smith. Third Place. This work is mixed media (oil and floral decoupage) on canvas paper. The impulse behind the work came from my desire to create an image of the Prime Female as a being representative of the human race as a whole. I would love all women who view this image to feel as though they are made perfectly; in image of a Heavenly Mother who embraces and embodies all possibilities of skin/eye/hair color facial features etc.

Mother Goose

How deeply I love you, my Mother!!!

How I wish you had loved me.

You couldn’t.

You couldn’t do it!!!

You were just a shell,

A shell left over from rape,

From an unwanted pregnancy,

A baby boy you never saw, never held, never wanted.

I’m told you were abused as well.

By your father.

That is impossible for me to imagine.

It must have been someone else.

Who hurt you?

Who formed the monster you became with me?

How do you possibly justify what you did to me?

By telling the world I was “crazy”

So no one would listen if I told.

I never told.

What would be the point?

You took away or killed everything I ever loved.

You definitely tried.

You wanted me to see you

as having total power over me.

You wanted me to believe that you were

too powerful to ever be questioned.

What I know I KNOW is

You were never powerful at all,

 You were pitiful.

With all your manipulations.

All your attempts to control.

All your lies.

You are a liar!!!

Just a liar.

Your teeth caved in.

Eaten away, turned upon themselves.

Dead, dead, dead like you!!!

I wish this had a pretty ending.

But…it is what it is.

There are times when we have to be

thankful for what is!!!

I AM grateful for the way things really were!!!

You made me stronger than

I ever could have possibly imagined!!!

Without intending to do it,

You made me exactly what I AM TODAY!!!
















Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you,

thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you!!!

© Molly Silfies and ChiCreation, 1978-2078. Unauthorized use and/or duplication of this material without express and written permission from this blog’s author and/or owner is strictly prohibited. Excerpts and links may be used, provided that full and clear credit is given to Molly Silfies, ChiCreation™, I AM Reiki™, Ascended Master Reiki™ and/or OnenessReiki™ with appropriate and specific direction to the original content.

Putting Out the Trash

Good morning!  It’s been a while since there’s been a new post here.  New day, new month, so much going on, blogging took a very brief back seat.  We’re back!  Is almost everyone in clearing mode right now?  We have been, meaning myself and my loved ones.  No uncomfortable cleaning/clearing this time, just deep, long awaited, joyous release of emotions, things, and thoughts that no longer fit.

There was minor retrying-on of a few items.  If they do still fit, why get rid of them?  But for the most part, everyone is on track and blissfully moving forward in our truly enjoyable present, without all the old encumbrances.  FREEDOM!

One of my daughters has a mandate in her own family, home, and life:  Donate, give or otherwise remove everything not currently in use.  Obviously this does not include financial records or holiday decorations, but everything else is fair game!  I’ve accused her of being fanatical about this.  She swears it keeps the energy of her life moving, flowing, and bringing in wondrous new stuff that’s way better than all the old put together.  And she hasn’t even studied feng shui!

Many folks cling to things, ideas, and habits out of fear.  Merely considering letting go of some parts of our lives can be scary, although they long ago became useless, even unhealthy.  If you’ve ever watched a show about hoarding, you already know this. Useless clutter interferes with functionality as well as beauty and peacefulness, as well as providing a haven for dirt and filth. Hoarding is undeniably unhealthy.

But what about just hanging onto such things as food choices that don’t keep us healthy, choosing criticism rather than bestowing a compliment, or continuing to smoke because, “I’m not ready to give it up!  I really enjoy smoking.”

Recently I read a remark that, compared to the Gulf oil spill, “My smoking doesn’t seem so bad!”  That floored me to utter silence. The person making that remark is an intelligent, lovely person who has stubbornly clung to her tobacco habit even though it has cost her clients, friends, and loved ones.  The habit was more important to her than anyone else’s comfort, and people left her life.  I was one of them.

She introduced me to other smokers, perhaps with the intent that I would “get used to it”.  I didn’t.  What happened in my life, in response to constant reminders that, “I have a right to light!” was that I assumed a silent stand that I have a right to breathe clean air, to fill my lungs with oxygen, and to enjoy the smells of my home and my surroundings!

Looking back, I have much to thank this woman for!  I did learn to quietly, firmly stand up for what is right for me, and to let go of behaviors, people, relationships, and things that do not belong in my harmonious, peaceful life.  She literally forced me into it, and I’m eternally grateful!

A couple of times, I wondered if she ever missed my presence in her life.  I doubt that she ever did.  In fact, I’m certain that she still prefers her cigarettes and other habits to the friendship of anyone who cannot hang with consumption of her second-hand and third-hand smoke.

The bottom line is, everyone gets to make their own choices here! Short of your doing something glaringly illegal, and often not even then, no one comes into your life and rips away the things you cling to.  Many of us fear the discomfort of change.  Those with actual addictions fear the physical pain and agony of withdrawing from what they are choosing to hang onto.

We who do periodic cleaning/clearing of ourselves, bodies, homes, and personal spaces, come to enjoy even the symptoms of clearing because these symptoms herald the freedom and clarity that follow!

My personal journey with Reiki has been one of pursuing functionality and seeking health.  I’ve learned to be comfortable with everyone’s choices, including my own when it becomes necessary to let go of all that hurts me.  Yes, at times this includes leaving behind people that I genuinely love.  The love never departs.  Fortunately, I love myself enough to set and honor the boundaries that make my own life enjoyable.

To me, this is what Reiki is all about.  As we live day-to-day according to The Reiki Principles, it becomes first nature to KNOW OUR SELVES, and to joyously live accordingly!  The Reiki Precepts teach us how to live; they are guidelines for living the best life.  When we have mastered that, there is time enough to treat others, to be politically active, and to seek whatever else we desire.

Here is a loose translation of The Reiki Precepts into the English language:

Just for today I will give thanks for my many blessings.
Just for today I will not worry.
Just for today I will not anger.
Just for today I will do my work honestly.
Just for today I will love and respect every living thing.

May we all be blessed with the most abundant life ever!  Until next post, Namaste!

Loving Relationships

Many people who seek love look outward rather than inward. Yet, falling in love with your SELF can be a more wonderful experience than “falling in love” with someone else. Though the idea of falling in love with ourselves may be perceived by the unenlightened to be conceited or selfish, choosing to fall in love with the Divine Being you are is a powerful act of SELF love.

Observe those around you. Observe you. Are you looking outside your SELF for the LOVE you desire?

The scriptures tell us…”if your eye be single to my glory, your whole bodies shall be filled with light, and there shall be no darkness in you; and that body which is filled with light comprehendeth all things.”

If Light, then, imparts comprehension, what comes to us as the Gift of Divine Love?  What happens when our whole bodies are filled with LOVE?

As discussed earlier and emphasized repeatedly in our classes, emotions and feelings are responsible for the release of hormones and other chemical substances in our physical bodies.

Our words, thoughts, feelings, emotions, and actions are very powerful, and powerfully affect our own bodies.  Our cells, tissues, and organs are literally bathed in the biochemicals resulting from our own input.  Anger, envy, hatred, and jealousy, for example, release toxins which result in pain, dis-ease, and/or death.  Love, joy, peace, and purity release life-enhancing, life-giving, feel-good substances into our physical systems.

These chemicals wash first throughout the entirety of our physical forms, then through our own energy fields, pouring from us into our environments, affecting everyone and everything within our entire PPR (personal perceptual range).

This is an inescapable Universal Law: Whatever happens with us emotionally affects us first and foremost, and it does affect the family/group/mass consciousness grid as well.

I have so many people ask if this can be avoided or neutralized somehow.  After all, they say, “everyone” gets angry.  🙂  I recall being told and taught that “everyone” gets sick, until one day an enlightened woman explained to me that she and her entire group of acquaintances did not experience illness.

My first thought was that she was joking, then I realized she was entirely serious, and very happy!  As I questioned her about her experience, she further explained that illness, in fact everything except perfection, is caused by some mistake in our thinking.  We believe in sickness, so we experience it.

That was forty years ago, and it’s been many years since I’ve experienced illness.  I chose to believe her, and I daily choose to believe that we are all intended to experience divine perfection.

It’s just one more logical step to embrace Divine Love so fully that anger, discord, hatred, even irritability, simply evaporate from my consciousness.  It’s actually effortless to let them all go.  Besides, it doesn’t make sense to waste time or energy with emotions that benefit no one.

Exactly as perfect health is our natural state, divine love, joy, peace, harmony, and bliss are natural to us.  These are our birthright, our heritage, and the legacy we can bring to Earth and all her inhabitants.

My best friend always says, “Love makes it go!”  She’s talking about manifestations and miracles when she says this.  Love is the energy that brings about manifestations and miracles, as well as abundance and perfect health.  We all have it within us, this Divine Love.  Now, more than ever before, it’s time to bring it out, to pour it out upon the world we live in, to bless All Life everywhere with Love.

Whatever you do, do it with Love.  Most of all, let LOVE guide your life.  Until next blog, namaste!

All LOVE is Unconditional

“When the color of a man’s skin is of no more significance than the color of his eyes, men shall know true peace.”  Bob Marley

WOW!  Imagine that!  A Mormon matriarch is quoting Bob Marley in a Reiki blog!  I picked him for a reason.  Everyone owns a golden nugget or two to share with the world!


Whatever is conditional, isn’t LOVE!

What if…it isn’t TRUTH either!

To paraphrase a popular poem by Elizabeth Barrett Browning, “How do you love me?  Please count the ways!”  What I really want to know is, do you genuinely, really, sincerely, truly love me, no matter what, or is your only purpose for being in my life to change me?  Do you intend to change me?  Because…if you do, that means you find fault with me, you find something “wrong” with me, and that is judgment pure and simple.  Anyone who looks at another person and sees anything except a Divine Child of God, stands in danger of Judgment.

Love means…I love you clean or dirty, sober or reeling, good or bad, no matter what!

What the world calls love usually means that, “I love you as long as you…do what I want, fulfill my expectations, abide by my rules, believe what I believe, let me make all the decisions and live the lifestyle I choose for you.” It can also mean, “I love you as long as you do what I say, meet my demands, and cater to my every whim.” I’ve never found any bottom line to this, and it’s amazing how many people relate to each other in this way.

I’ve observed this way of relating for many years.  It’s one reason I experienced difficulty staying active at church.  There’s something about an attitude of “Follow ME!  I know The Way and it’s The Only Way!” that borders on insanity, especially when demands are made that cast aside all genuine acceptance of Free Agency.  My eldest son maintained a dictum in all his relationships, “It’s my way or the highway!”  Not much respect for one’s partner or for others there.

Contrary to widely accepted practices, I didn’t demand that my children attend church once they reached the age of accountability. Consequently, only one of my five chose to remain active.  To this day, I prefer the sincerity of that one to the reluctant activity of all five.

Here are two easy, fun exercises to use if you are so inclined:

Most of you know how much I love working with children.  I’m always looking for fun teaching tools that impact their consciousness on as many multiple levels as possible, visual, auditory, gustatory, and tactile,  encouraging movement and participation, and holding attention.  This one is designed for all children, even adults who remain young-at-heart!

Years ago, I began the practice of singing love songs and quoting love poems to my own perfect I AM Presence.  I made a game of it, rewriting lyrics and lines to express this Divine Love.  This usually requires only very minor adaptations, if any, and joyously expresses loving devotion to my SELF!  This has provided me with countless hours of fun and works with music and voice as well.  I did this with EBB’s poem.  Try it with something you enjoy!

How Do I Love Thee

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of everyday’s
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.
I love thee with a passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood’s faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints, — I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life! — and, as I choose,
I do but love thee better without death.

Choose wisely, live well, and honor everyone’s choices, especially your own!  Until next blog, namaste!

© Molly Silfies and ChiCreation, 1978-2078. Unauthorized use and/or duplication of this material without express and written permission from this blog’s author and/or owner is strictly prohibited. Excerpts and links may be used, provided that full and clear credit is given to Molly Silfies, ChiCreation™, I AM Reiki™, Ascended Master Reiki™ and/or OnenessReiki™ with appropriate and specific direction to the original content.

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