Well, here we are !!!!!!!! And isn’t this FUN !!! Yes, this is the very BEST !!!!! I’m listening to Johnny Mathis on YouTube & allowing every memory to surface in my consciousness.

How SUBLIME !!!!!!!!!

I AM remembering David Steven Walker, who moved to San Francisco with Johnny Tidwell following college. He returned to Mississippi years later without Johnny, but with AIDS. He moved back in with his mother, Bonnie Walker, unrecognizable, old, diseased, dying. He didn’t want anyone to see him the way he was in the end. So I didn’t even get to tell him good-bye.

I AM also remembering my childhood & the abusiveness of sexual battering, of being shamed about being naturally, about the guilt that was thrust upon me & about being sexually backwards for many, many, many years. Needlessly & for far too long, I was never open to deeply, truly & without inhibition 


Our bodies are not to be hidden, denied and held back, but revered, treasured, cherished & thoroughly ENJOYED !!!!!!!! Our bodies & all their functions are DIVINE, GLORIOUS, WONDERFUL. MADE IN THE IMAGE OF GOD !!!!!!!!! How can that ever possibly be wrong? Sex isn’t something to be ashamed of or guilty about; SEX IS DIVINE, MAJESTIC, BEAUTIFUL, PERFECT & VERY, VERY PURE !!!!!!!!

Rather than regretting the wasted years, I much prefer to ENJOY MY NOW MOMENTS EACH & EVERY DAY !!!!!!!! I may not get those years back, but I CAN LIVE NOW !!! AND I CAN MAKE THE NOW AS PLEASURABLE, DELIGHTFUL & ENJOYABLE AS POSSIBLE, TO THE MAX !!



A Mother Here

"In Her Image" - Jennifer Smith. Third Place. This work is mixed media (oil and floral decoupage) on canvas paper. The impulse behind the work came from my desire to create an image of the Prime Female as a being representative of the human race as a whole. I would love all women who view this image to feel as though they are made perfectly; in image of a Heavenly Mother who embraces and embodies all possibilities of skin/eye/hair color facial features etc.

Mother Goose

How deeply I love you, my Mother!!!

How I wish you had loved me.

You couldn’t.

You couldn’t do it!!!

You were just a shell,

A shell left over from rape,

From an unwanted pregnancy,

A baby boy you never saw, never held, never wanted.

I’m told you were abused as well.

By your father.

That is impossible for me to imagine.

It must have been someone else.

Who hurt you?

Who formed the monster you became with me?

How do you possibly justify what you did to me?

By telling the world I was “crazy”

So no one would listen if I told.

I never told.

What would be the point?

You took away or killed everything I ever loved.

You definitely tried.

You wanted me to see you

as having total power over me.

You wanted me to believe that you were

too powerful to ever be questioned.

What I know I KNOW is

You were never powerful at all,

 You were pitiful.

With all your manipulations.

All your attempts to control.

All your lies.

You are a liar!!!

Just a liar.

Your teeth caved in.

Eaten away, turned upon themselves.

Dead, dead, dead like you!!!

I wish this had a pretty ending.

But…it is what it is.

There are times when we have to be

thankful for what is!!!

I AM grateful for the way things really were!!!

You made me stronger than

I ever could have possibly imagined!!!

Without intending to do it,

You made me exactly what I AM TODAY!!!
















Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you,

thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you!!!

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Putting Out the Trash

Good morning!  It’s been a while since there’s been a new post here.  New day, new month, so much going on, blogging took a very brief back seat.  We’re back!  Is almost everyone in clearing mode right now?  We have been, meaning myself and my loved ones.  No uncomfortable cleaning/clearing this time, just deep, long awaited, joyous release of emotions, things, and thoughts that no longer fit.

There was minor retrying-on of a few items.  If they do still fit, why get rid of them?  But for the most part, everyone is on track and blissfully moving forward in our truly enjoyable present, without all the old encumbrances.  FREEDOM!

One of my daughters has a mandate in her own family, home, and life:  Donate, give or otherwise remove everything not currently in use.  Obviously this does not include financial records or holiday decorations, but everything else is fair game!  I’ve accused her of being fanatical about this.  She swears it keeps the energy of her life moving, flowing, and bringing in wondrous new stuff that’s way better than all the old put together.  And she hasn’t even studied feng shui!

Many folks cling to things, ideas, and habits out of fear.  Merely considering letting go of some parts of our lives can be scary, although they long ago became useless, even unhealthy.  If you’ve ever watched a show about hoarding, you already know this. Useless clutter interferes with functionality as well as beauty and peacefulness, as well as providing a haven for dirt and filth. Hoarding is undeniably unhealthy.

But what about just hanging onto such things as food choices that don’t keep us healthy, choosing criticism rather than bestowing a compliment, or continuing to smoke because, “I’m not ready to give it up!  I really enjoy smoking.”

Recently I read a remark that, compared to the Gulf oil spill, “My smoking doesn’t seem so bad!”  That floored me to utter silence. The person making that remark is an intelligent, lovely person who has stubbornly clung to her tobacco habit even though it has cost her clients, friends, and loved ones.  The habit was more important to her than anyone else’s comfort, and people left her life.  I was one of them.

She introduced me to other smokers, perhaps with the intent that I would “get used to it”.  I didn’t.  What happened in my life, in response to constant reminders that, “I have a right to light!” was that I assumed a silent stand that I have a right to breathe clean air, to fill my lungs with oxygen, and to enjoy the smells of my home and my surroundings!

Looking back, I have much to thank this woman for!  I did learn to quietly, firmly stand up for what is right for me, and to let go of behaviors, people, relationships, and things that do not belong in my harmonious, peaceful life.  She literally forced me into it, and I’m eternally grateful!

A couple of times, I wondered if she ever missed my presence in her life.  I doubt that she ever did.  In fact, I’m certain that she still prefers her cigarettes and other habits to the friendship of anyone who cannot hang with consumption of her second-hand and third-hand smoke.

The bottom line is, everyone gets to make their own choices here! Short of your doing something glaringly illegal, and often not even then, no one comes into your life and rips away the things you cling to.  Many of us fear the discomfort of change.  Those with actual addictions fear the physical pain and agony of withdrawing from what they are choosing to hang onto.

We who do periodic cleaning/clearing of ourselves, bodies, homes, and personal spaces, come to enjoy even the symptoms of clearing because these symptoms herald the freedom and clarity that follow!

My personal journey with Reiki has been one of pursuing functionality and seeking health.  I’ve learned to be comfortable with everyone’s choices, including my own when it becomes necessary to let go of all that hurts me.  Yes, at times this includes leaving behind people that I genuinely love.  The love never departs.  Fortunately, I love myself enough to set and honor the boundaries that make my own life enjoyable.

To me, this is what Reiki is all about.  As we live day-to-day according to The Reiki Principles, it becomes first nature to KNOW OUR SELVES, and to joyously live accordingly!  The Reiki Precepts teach us how to live; they are guidelines for living the best life.  When we have mastered that, there is time enough to treat others, to be politically active, and to seek whatever else we desire.

Here is a loose translation of The Reiki Precepts into the English language:

Just for today I will give thanks for my many blessings.
Just for today I will not worry.
Just for today I will not anger.
Just for today I will do my work honestly.
Just for today I will love and respect every living thing.

May we all be blessed with the most abundant life ever!  Until next post, Namaste!

Accessing the Divine Sacred

I’ve recently followed a lively Reiki discussion which has been inspiring, to say the least.  It always amazes me to witness the choices made by many individuals who are all given the identical raw material to work with.

This discussion brought to mind the remembrance of my maternal grandmother pulling a chair up to her kitchen stove, placing its back against the oven for safety, showing me the cabinets, fridge, pots, and utensils, and saying firmly, “You cook.”  She left the kitchen.  I was three years old.

That was my instruction about how to cook.  Given the raw materials and my own abilities, I figured it out!  Ask anybody who knows me.  I love to cook and people love the food my hands prepare.

Grandmother taught me not only how to cook.  She taught me how to live and how to learn.

It has been so with Reiki.  Once initiated, we each have the identical raw material to work with.  Individual choices are amazing.

I think of all the gifts I’ve known, gifts I’ve given, gifts I’ve received, and gifts I’ve observed in the world around me. Some people don’t appear to recognize gifts; theirs are never opened. Some open their gifts, then never use them.  Those who use them are free to do with their gifts whatever they choose.  Rarely, there are children who treasure their gifts, love them throughout their lives, and eventually master them, perhaps discovering innovative uses, functions, designs, and applications for their particular gifts.

In my life, Reiki is a gift, an incredible raw material to learn about, to observe the workings of, to play with, and hopefully to master. What can be accomplished with this energy?  Thus far, ULFE appears boundless, endless, and limitless, conforming to our individual abilities and intelligence, being limited only by our ingenuity in using it.  We are vessels for this energy, conduits, transformers and transmitters, as well as transducers.  It fills us completely to the extent of our own capacities.

Many see Reiki as a healing modality.  It is.  It is also more than that.  Reiki is amazing, awesome, the essence of freedom, inspirational, miraculous, reverential and spiritual.  Reiki has brought into my life bliss, clarity, freedom, growth, joy, laughter, love, openness, profound peace, sweetness, and wisdom divine. Reiki has brought me the gift of the possibility of optimal development and growth at a deep personal level.  And these words are only a tiny, insufficient expression of what Reiki means to me.

Reiki is a spiritual path.  Because of Reiki, I now have some concept of personal perfection.  Will I ever be perfect?  🙂 Well, there is a guiding part of me that already is perfect.  Clue:  It isn’t my ego or my reasoning mind. What I’m referring to is the divine inner part of me that I’m getting to know.  My intention is to step back and allow this Divine Self to live through this fleshly body, to act and speak through this form.

It matters very little whether we call this the High Self, the I AM Presence, Inner Guidance, God, or the Super-Conscious.  All that matters is that we mindfully connect with this ever-available aspect of consciousness and master the art of allowing it to function in our own lives.

Reiki heals us first!  Attuned to Reiki, we have available to us an intense, thorough healing process of our own to experience. Participating in the healing of others may or may not be part of our process.  This is incidental, individual, and matters little when we see the big picture.

Reiki is an opportunity to become all we can be!  Remember that image of the armed services ad?  BE ALL YOU CAN BE!

Dare I be so bold as to respectfully suggest that it matters not at all whether you receive Usui attunements in three levels or four? What actually matters is that you receive the gift of Reiki. Cherish, honor and treasure your gift.

If you question whether or not you’ve actually received Usui attunement, please check with someone who is qualified to tell you if your symbols are the four currently in use today, which were originally received by Usui.  Show them how you do an attunement.  Check and double check if you’re uncertain about your attunement and training.  If you didn’t already receive what you want, rectify it.  Any practicing, qualified master will most likely be delighted to assist, and you’re likely to have a good laugh about why this issue is in your life!  Then settle down and get with your process.

Reiki is our access to the sacred and the divine within our SELVES! There is no greater gift.  It matters not at all whether or not we receive attunement in three levels or four, only that what we receive is genuine, and that we make the most of it.

It matters what we do with the gift.


The next post will most likely be about what happened to Usui’s other symbols.

Until then, Namaste.

Loving Relationships

Many people who seek love look outward rather than inward. Yet, falling in love with your SELF can be a more wonderful experience than “falling in love” with someone else. Though the idea of falling in love with ourselves may be perceived by the unenlightened to be conceited or selfish, choosing to fall in love with the Divine Being you are is a powerful act of SELF love.

Observe those around you. Observe you. Are you looking outside your SELF for the LOVE you desire?

The scriptures tell us…”if your eye be single to my glory, your whole bodies shall be filled with light, and there shall be no darkness in you; and that body which is filled with light comprehendeth all things.”

If Light, then, imparts comprehension, what comes to us as the Gift of Divine Love?  What happens when our whole bodies are filled with LOVE?

As discussed earlier and emphasized repeatedly in our classes, emotions and feelings are responsible for the release of hormones and other chemical substances in our physical bodies.

Our words, thoughts, feelings, emotions, and actions are very powerful, and powerfully affect our own bodies.  Our cells, tissues, and organs are literally bathed in the biochemicals resulting from our own input.  Anger, envy, hatred, and jealousy, for example, release toxins which result in pain, dis-ease, and/or death.  Love, joy, peace, and purity release life-enhancing, life-giving, feel-good substances into our physical systems.

These chemicals wash first throughout the entirety of our physical forms, then through our own energy fields, pouring from us into our environments, affecting everyone and everything within our entire PPR (personal perceptual range).

This is an inescapable Universal Law: Whatever happens with us emotionally affects us first and foremost, and it does affect the family/group/mass consciousness grid as well.

I have so many people ask if this can be avoided or neutralized somehow.  After all, they say, “everyone” gets angry.  🙂  I recall being told and taught that “everyone” gets sick, until one day an enlightened woman explained to me that she and her entire group of acquaintances did not experience illness.

My first thought was that she was joking, then I realized she was entirely serious, and very happy!  As I questioned her about her experience, she further explained that illness, in fact everything except perfection, is caused by some mistake in our thinking.  We believe in sickness, so we experience it.

That was forty years ago, and it’s been many years since I’ve experienced illness.  I chose to believe her, and I daily choose to believe that we are all intended to experience divine perfection.

It’s just one more logical step to embrace Divine Love so fully that anger, discord, hatred, even irritability, simply evaporate from my consciousness.  It’s actually effortless to let them all go.  Besides, it doesn’t make sense to waste time or energy with emotions that benefit no one.

Exactly as perfect health is our natural state, divine love, joy, peace, harmony, and bliss are natural to us.  These are our birthright, our heritage, and the legacy we can bring to Earth and all her inhabitants.

My best friend always says, “Love makes it go!”  She’s talking about manifestations and miracles when she says this.  Love is the energy that brings about manifestations and miracles, as well as abundance and perfect health.  We all have it within us, this Divine Love.  Now, more than ever before, it’s time to bring it out, to pour it out upon the world we live in, to bless All Life everywhere with Love.

Whatever you do, do it with Love.  Most of all, let LOVE guide your life.  Until next blog, namaste!

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